“I’ve masturbated for years now, with no problems having an...

“I’ve masturbated for years now, with no problems having an orgasm. I started with my fingers and a showerhead, and the showerhead feels more like ‘aggressively abusing my clit until it gives up an orgasm’, so I’ve been using just my fingers for years. I have tried a back massager, but it’s not so much pleasurable as just a quick relief.

Last week I started reading about different techniques, just to switch it up, and well, honestly my arm got so tired, I’ve never been as horny as this past week. Something to do with hormones I guess. So, tried a different shower head, same thing as before, tried humping pillows, made me wet but that’s it, until finally I even tried using an electric toothbrush.

And OH. MY. GOD. I didn’t know something could feel that strong, but not like torture. It was like a deep, amazing feeling. The second it touched my skin I went “woah!”. My knees got so weak, I had to sit down. My orgasms are usually very quiet, but this time, I was breathing so heavy… if I was alone I would’ve probably been moaning for the first time in my life. (Although the toothbrush is already so loud the whole family must’ve heard me “brushing my teeth” for a really long time!)

I didn’t have anything to grab, so I started gripping my hair, stronger and stronger. After I came and looked in the mirror, my whole face was red, about half of my hair had fallen off the bun, and I still couldn’t calm down my breathing. Oh Lord.

I don’t think it’ll become my go-to since it’s so loud and cleaning it well takes time, but maybe when I’m home alone… at least now I’ll know what to look for in a vibrator! Does anyone have suggestions for a vibrator that vibrates like an electric toothbrush but doesn’t make that noise, for about 20 bucks, lol? Because after that I’m thinking of buying an actual toy.”